1. i spent a lot of my time searching for a clue. trying to understand what phd is all about. figuring what phd is meant to be. why it should be achieved? why people like me should proceed phd? what is so great about phd? why people go for phd? why do you tormenting yourself?
2. i have been surfing a lot of blogs regarding to phd. personal blogs by phd students. blogs by phd supervisor. from the academician. from a lot of people.
3. what did i get? it is a long and winding journey. it takes 200 percent commitment. it takes you. the whole you to complete the journey. it is a serious matter. and i still thinking about it. day and night. now and then.
4. time will tell. and i am running out of time.