wednesday I

Today is a good day. i am home. i spend most of my time at home. cleaning up, doing the laundry and things you do at home. i miss home. this is my second home. my real place is in a far far away kingdom.

i met old fren last nite. and we talked about a lot of things. changes that occur in our life. mostly about our current status in life at present. listening to her, i think she is experiencing the reality of marriage life now. it is another stage that everybody will face.

some people never change. that i can tell. most of the people i met around, never change in a way. they prefer to be themselves. though the stage they are in, is changing. i am a person who is believe in change. the ultimate believer. change is dynamic. it can bring a lot to your perspective in seeing life and how to manage your life. and to be in a new place, with new environment can do wonder to your mind.

how do you define certain word or concept in your life depends much on your perspective of seeing things. when one move from one place to another place, new definition will occur. so it is interrelated. so when one move regularly, i believe the definition will expand and grow. the information that being fed in ones mind will be broaden and deepen.

blue monday

1. i think next year should be fun so i need to plan ahead about next year

2. i think i want to have a major change in my life. thinking about switching job from teaching to new task

3. why not? changes are good. i like changes. at least i can do the learning process and adding new knowledges into my brain

4. i think the world is waiting for me to make the first step to change

something is ending

new year is coming. some things will be ended. and some begins.


my cargo is expected to arrive today. we will see.